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Latin Simone by momofruitloop Latin Simone :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 3 0 Native by momofruitloop Native :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 2 0 Iron and Wine by momofruitloop Iron and Wine :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 3 0 Steampunk ray gun (water gun) by momofruitloop Steampunk ray gun (water gun) :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 2 0 Steampunk ~Londra by momofruitloop Steampunk ~Londra :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 2 0 All Eyes Virtual Collage by momofruitloop All Eyes Virtual Collage :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 2 0 Draw this again meme by momofruitloop Draw this again meme :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 1 0 eyes at an exhibition by momofruitloop eyes at an exhibition :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 3 0 Where Did It All Go? by momofruitloop Where Did It All Go? :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 2 0 fly by momofruitloop fly :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 1 0 I have something in my eye by momofruitloop I have something in my eye :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 2 2 Fade (page 5) by momofruitloop Fade (page 5) :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 0 0 Fade (page 4) by momofruitloop Fade (page 4) :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 0 0 Fade (page 3) by momofruitloop Fade (page 3) :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 1 0 Fade (page 2) by momofruitloop Fade (page 2) :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 0 0 Fade (page 1) by momofruitloop Fade (page 1) :iconmomofruitloop:momofruitloop 0 0


For a minute there I lost myself by Marie-Esther For a minute there I lost myself :iconmarie-esther:Marie-Esther 7,417 408 face tutorial by Phobs face tutorial :iconphobs:Phobs 47,163 2,046 Loneliness by Waldemar-Kazak Loneliness :iconwaldemar-kazak:Waldemar-Kazak 5,183 214 Neon by Charlie-Bowater Neon :iconcharlie-bowater:Charlie-Bowater 15,096 384 Orange Day by Grazcon Orange Day :icongrazcon:Grazcon 2 1 Tree by Bullees Tree :iconbullees:Bullees 3 0 Lonely tree by sabelART Lonely tree :iconsabelart:sabelART 3 0 Orange Coasters by button-tree Orange Coasters :iconbutton-tree:button-tree 12 1 Recycled Tree by Ancylishous Recycled Tree :iconancylishous:Ancylishous 4 3 Sea of Clementine by KitsuneKarin Sea of Clementine :iconkitsunekarin:KitsuneKarin 5 1 Clementine by The-Vampyress-K Clementine :iconthe-vampyress-k:The-Vampyress-K 2 0 Clementine Tree by Fire0412 Clementine Tree :iconfire0412:Fire0412 2 0 Tree Lady by ashtoledo Tree Lady :iconashtoledo:ashtoledo 69 20 Little Clementine Tree by DragonLover4Ever Little Clementine Tree :icondragonlover4ever:DragonLover4Ever 4 2 Clementine, my darling. by AmberKim Clementine, my darling. :iconamberkim:AmberKim 129 32 Petite Clementine by AntonellaB Petite Clementine :iconantonellab:AntonellaB 22 8



I don’t even know… All I can say is that I know that nothing I say will make it better. I know I left you out of fear. Fear that I would be stupid. That I would get carried away and let things get out of hand. It was all going too fast. I wasn't sure if I was doing something right or wrong. I fell into peer pressure. There were so many people against “us”. My feelings were unstable because of several factors. You caught me in a stage in which I was just playing around with people. I was trying to get over someone; I was looking for someone to help me forget… I had the whole sexuality question within me. I was very confused. 

I won’t deny that what I had with you wasn't special. It was. I enjoyed being with you. You are a great person to be with. The only thing I regret about being with you is that I hurt you. I was too unstable; I still am. I should have thought twice about everything. But I didn't because I’m stupid. You don’t know how sorry I am. You have no idea on how much I think about you daily because I know I fucked up bad. I should have waited until I could have sorted out my feelings towards everything. I know you cared… I feel terrible. I don’t want to override your feelings and act as if nothing happened; I know it did.


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Alondra McHUgh
Artist | Hobbyist | Varied
United States
My life is a novel.... that I am working on... IT SHALL BE DONE!!!


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Wilder--Wein Featured By Owner Aug 9, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
and again thank you so much <33333333
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Wilder--Wein Featured By Owner Aug 4, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
thank you for the fave <3333
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clalepa Featured By Owner Dec 5, 2012  Professional Photographer
Thanks for fav :)

I have created a new facebook account and I would be glad if you visit me. Here you have:


Thanks and regards from Spain,

ZoeMask Featured By Owner Nov 2, 2012  Student Traditional Artist
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YouInventedMe Featured By Owner Oct 24, 2012   Writer
thanks for the :+fav:!
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